i am still learning

these few days..many things stuck together...
a lot of activities to carry out...is it nice to fill my time with meaningful and good activities until my 24 hours is not enough for me anymore??i wonder(*.*)

throughout these activities..i found that i still very immature...
although quite many of them said i am such that mature in their eyes..
but came out that...i am not that mature..i think so..

learning how to be strong
learning how to be brave
learning how to be alone when there is nobody beside you..
learning a lot and a lot of things..
maybe you all will think that i am such ridiculous...in fact,i am really that ridiculous and "unbelievable" i think..^^

my day!!!!

my day was great...
thank you to all of them who accompany me today...and also who wish me happy birthday..
really hope all my wishes for this year can come true..^^
i will very very gambateh to fulfill my wishes de^^

十·绝

第一封关于我们家的post
哈哈
因为好玩吧。。创造了一个属于我们在kms的“家”

昨天帮我们的三八妹（欣柔）庆祝生日。。
下午我们几个放了飞机。。
算是我们家里第一次的生日party。。算是吧。。
大家都玩到很疯。。也算是我人生中的第一次。。
蛮谢谢他们的。。让我感觉到原来我也可以那么疯的。。
第一次玩奶油玩到～哈哈。。不错玩一下。。

介绍一下我们家里的成员吧。。
大哥就是我这个永远的老大咯。。
二哥是阿发的阿恬。。三哥是那个高高的俊哲。。再来老四是我们的kit ting（说话永远很爆炸）
老五就是我们老是爱讲话的清俊哥。。再来好像是好好人jolene妹妹。。
老七就是那个一根肠子通到底的贵钟同学。。
老八。。三妹。。我们俗称的三八妹就是欣柔妹妹。。
老九是那个麻坡之花。。苗苗。。
老幺就是我的小弟。。顺荣。。
再来就是我们的侄女yuyu
还有的就是被我休掉的ex-大嫂。。依华
未来二嫂。。静静～
好像还有一个未来妹夫要进我们的家庭了。。
好像对这个第二个家越来越有归属感。。不懂好还是不好。。哈哈。。

应该没有写错名吧？？错的话跟我说。。
面临了一个问题。。其实我们家族再慢慢加大当中。。
似乎有意把它发展成kms最大的一帮wor。。

在那里最奇怪的就是。。明明我都还不满十八但每个人都一直争着叫我老大。。
明明就比我大还一直管我老大大哥的叫。。虽然感觉不错但只能疼人。。唉。。
我果然很有大姐大哥样。。以后如果我变成大姐大怎么办？？怎么办？？==
肯定是他们这些小弟小妹害的。。到时～哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。

今天是我们三弟的生日。。我们家里的第二个生日。。
但却没能在那边帮他庆祝。。有点可惜。。
大哥在这里跟你说声生日快乐咯。。
他们真是干得好。。肯定让你中了很多的奶油。。哈哈哈哈。。

“十·绝”
暂时就这个名先。。我们过后想一个更惊爆的。。哈哈哈。。

p/s1:其实这个post应该拜四就写完的了。。但一直拖拖到今天终于在kim san cafe写完了。。终于终于。。
p/s2:我们那天的照片几乎都咪咪眼的。。so就找了一张我们所有人的合照。。哈哈。。希望你们都不会介意。。

these few days....

actually i am wasted my time these few days..
everyday keep myself in the hyper-exciting condition...
which later ruined my mood to study~
haih...tonnes of work are waiting for me..
don't know where to start and how to start..

23 is the day i waited so long..
although i got the sense that i wont be happy after checking my result..
but still wanna to know it eagerly..
maybe later we will see a lot of people including me..sitting at the dataran and counting the star there...

really hope my icu for myself will get the effect in my real muet..
band 4 ar~can u MARRY ME??i cant live without YOU...
can you say i do??
haih...my lecturer really hurt me so much..
“ for those who get between 4 and 6...you wont fail and at the same time you may not score well also in your exam~"
how hurt it was for me...nearly collapse after that..>.<''''

true o dare??i want dare..i want to gamble ever..really cant give up like that..
not believe that i can get the result i want home~
life is all about true o dare...depend on how much you can gamble in~wakaka..

by the way,i really like to play true or dare...
enjoy the excitement during the turn..wakaka..i am so luck...normally wont turn to me..hopefully wont turn to me ever..^^

wondering~

喜欢跟爱有什么差别？？
那男朋友和女朋友的定义又是什么？？
为什么人与人之间一定要有男女朋友的关系？？
就像一加一为什么一定要等于二。。就不能等于三吗？？
什么叫帅什么叫美？？
定义是什么？？

真让我惊讶。。

昨天回来时。。有人问我。。
“你有男朋友了吗？？”
害我一脸空蒙。。不懂要怎样答。。只好酷酷的说。。
“你不用担心啦。。我有了男朋友一定会带回家的。。"
很绝的回答吧？？！！哈哈哈哈哈
过后还跟我说要找怎样的。。
真是的。。我的眼光也不烂啦。。怎么每次回来一定有人跟我说要有怎样的条件啦？？！
我以为我十八不到咧。。怎么最近很多人都这么问啊？？
谁规定人到了一定的年纪就要有男朋友？？>.<'''

first time~

it was the first time i came back muar by bus~
it was exciting and i was excited...
a tiring but fun trip overall...
we swept our cute matric card at 4...went banting bus stesen at 4.30
went putrajaya by bus at 5.30 in a sardine condition...
reached putrajaya around 7...
and suddenly our handphone rang..
as my expectation...it is my classmate....who said want to laugh us before we came back...>.<''''bad him although my friend keep saying he is cute...><
i quite agree in saying he is cute (becoz he simply believe tat we reach our hometown...)
wakaka...a bit silly but cute la..like that also can believe...（perhaps he wont blame me when he see this post...wakaka)

later on go bandar tasik selatan by klia transit....it is super comfortable compare to the ktm we took before this..
then went bukit jalil by rapid kl or kl rapid de..

when we reached bukit jalil...to our surprise....there was no much bus which went back to muar..almost all were 10 oclock de..
and surprisingly...we met tian tian's brother there...but a bit weird is that..she said her bro reached muar already before that...>.<'''

anyway...we reached muar safe and sound at 11.30...luckily and i can have my dinner lo..wan-tan-mee...my dinner+supper...

haha..want to thank our guider...although he keep apologise with us...>.<'''

其实～

其实我没有你们想象中的勇敢。。
其实我没有你们想象中的坚强。。
其实我会哭。。只是常常自己躲起来舔伤口。。
所有的其实。。都只是其实。。
所有的以为都只是以为。。
外表再坚强的人也有受不了的一天。。只是这一天不懂几时才会到来。。
也许曾经来过也离开了。。
受过重伤。。其他的小伤口根本就不值得一提。。所以才会让人觉得坚强。。
所以要笑看人生。。让离开的人独自懊恼。。
因为你们。。有人重生了。。
因为你们。。有人坚强了。。
因为你们。。
所有的因为让我觉得也许我该感谢。。心存感激。。
如果没有伤害又哪来的坚强？？
伤害只是一种形式。。伤害让我们都长大。。。。（完）

holidays~

enjoying my first day of my first holiday...
i am so happy..i survive through the days of these two months...*clapped for myself*^^
sincerely....the life is not so torturing...quite enjoyed the life there...although it is really made me annoyed sometime...
>>there are cats here and there...everytime go out need to look around...especially eating...so...i m really thankful now because my gang will not go to orion to have our meal whenever i am around...really really appreaciate it...^^...
>>the food there is really oily...took the photo as the evidence...no wonder i will gain so much after going there...somemore it is not nice to have too..><

i got a lot to say and express before but now all i want to say is..actually matriculation is not as "cham" as i thought before...as long as we get used to it...then will be nothing after all...especially for someone who is as lazy as me..haha^^..

there is a question i have wondered so long:what's wrong as we came from muar,johor??
is it weird o something else??maybe is because there are lots of delicious food in muar ba...wahahah...tat is wat i can think of the special thing in muar...

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there is a test for me in a few days..hope i can pass it with a low mark...^^good luck for myself...^^

1/7/2010

七月的一天就这样结束了。。
六月尾的我好像有一点衰。。
不是被球拍打到就是受伤的。。
就一直受伤。。唉。。
那天还糊涂到把铅笔盒忘了。。真是。。

不知怎么的。。最近学校好像吹起了一阵阵的春风。。
希望在合理的范围内持续久一点。。这样生活才会有一点乐趣。。而且我还会有免费的电影观赏。。不错吧？？哈哈。。
不过玩归玩。。考试就快到了。。
希望可以我们“大家”都可以顺顺利利地走出考场。。（大家都应该知道我的大家是谁吧？？哈哈。。。）
加油吧。。
我也要努力了。。毕竟有十分。。不拿高一点的分数似乎对不起自己。。哈哈。。

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最近一直遇到一些无聊人士。。。
难道就不能站在别人的立场替别人着想吗？？
难道你们都这么喜欢把自己的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上吗？？
也许你们觉得你们的行为很好玩。。但在我们看来却很无聊。。
要说难听一点也可以。。就幼稚什么之类的。。真的这么有空吗？？
玩归玩。。但别超过人的忍耐度嘛。。
不是所有人都像你们一样。。觉得这样做很有娱乐效果。。
不要让我们都傻眼。。让你们的形象破灭。。
1 sen 是钱。。rm1 也是钱。。
间接地伤害别人也是伤害。。
可以请你们。。麻烦你们尊重一下。。一点都不想involve的人吗？？

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最近想起了很多的往事。。好的。。不好的。。
印象深刻的。。已经开始模糊的。。
该忘的。。不能忘的。。忘不掉的。。已经忘了的。。
看着日子一天天的过。。习惯了所有的事。。
let the passed be the past。。
向前看。。。

outing again to klang...

今天。。。我们又很败家加不读书地跑出去玩。。
一大早。。很奇迹似的。。我们的小姐们都没迟到。。反而都早到了呢。。真是奇迹啊～～
结果就变成我是最慢的那个@。@ 哈哈。。
按计划是九点出门。。
不知道是把要出发的时间说成八点九。。还是余小姐振振有词地说如果她迟到就付所有人的车费才令每个人都在预定的时间集合了。。哈哈哈哈哈。。

到了保安室。。预测中的事情发生了。。我们有人被捉裤子。。无奈。。
结论是。。拥有牛仔裤是算犯法的。。连拥有都不可以。。更何况是穿？？
各位小姐们过后的反驳是：
根据我们经济学家的分析。。如果拥有也算犯法。。那可以请他们收回那些制造厂商的执照了。。
那就不用进口或是出口这些产品了。。
听后感言：那我们又可以减少外汇流失了。。因为大家都不卖舶来品。。哈哈。。开玩笑开玩笑的。。

过后就搭着可爱的德士出校门了。。到了巴士站。。
uncle竟然说："一辆车是十块。。不过那个是指四个人一辆。。五个人的话要RM12.50"
唉。。这些人啊。。要砍我们也不是这样的嘛。。两个人一辆车也是十块。。五个人就不能也十块吗？奇怪也。。几时才有巴士经过我们的学校啊？？
过后还算幸运的。。刚好有一辆巴士要出发。。所以在我们眼快脚快下。。哈哈。。肯定是顺利的搭上了巴士。。

坐巴士时。。我们深深的觉得。。世界上最遥远的距离不是我在你身边你却不知道我爱你。。而是我在你对面你却看不到我。。只是一步远的距离。。我们却还需要用电话来通话。。不过苗的电话钱是多到～
>>落评（应该是这个词啦。。哈哈。。）：巴士是挤到令我傻眼。。
还好我们都有位子坐。。不然要站一个小时。。哈哈。。
不过我们还真厉害。。blur blur这样到了bukit tinggi jusco + eon。。哈哈

第一站。。电影院。。。太多人了。。加上和苗两个人讨论不出要看什么戏。。僵持不下的状况下。。我们又没看电影了了。。
下一站·幸福？？还真的咯。。去哪里唯一一间的书店。。popular。。
终于看到像样一点的书店了。。在里面逛了一个小时多。。终于找到了几本有趣的书。。
不过在human want is unlimited，resourse（money） is limited 的情况下。。我只买了一本书。。
虽然很心痛那笔钱。。不过却真的很值得。。哈哈。

过后走走逛逛的。。然后。。民以食为天。。当然是去找食物吃咯。。
看来看去。。还是日本餐好。。就吃寿司吧。。哈哈。。
吃到最后竟然吃不完。。><。。那就打包吧。。哈哈。。。我们的晚餐。。^^
完美中的不完美叫完美还是不完美中的完美叫完美？？
我和苗僵持不下。。奇怪。。怎么吃到一半竟然会讲到这个？？哈哈。。

吃完了就真的没事做。。最后竟然跑到打电动的地方玩。。。
换了五块钱的token。。哈哈。。
今天是我第一次玩投篮机。。哈哈。。不错玩一下。。
过后就去玩打鼓。。发泄一下。。昨天mood有点down。。哈哈。。真爽。。。^^

要回的时候竟然发现我们忘了问朋友大概是怎样回的。。
只问怎样去。。却没问怎样回。。果然越来越blur了。。哈哈。。


所以我们就四点多回来。。六点多到kms。。
show几张我们的自恋照吧。。希望不会有人因为这句话打我。。哈哈哈。。。
很难upload上来。。

点击到这边看吧。。^^...
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2040598&id=1105472589&saved

ps:>>对不起蛤。。恬华静。。没什么讲到你们。。哈哈。。因为分开走。。不好意思。。哈哈

这次就先这样吧。。

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突然发现到。。我昨天好像被人家坑了。。><
我有这么好骗吗？？真奇怪。。不过算了。。当作给你赚吧。。顺便给我消灾解难。。哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

outing

一大早。。运动完。。准备好了就出门去吃肉骨茶。。
过后就走走看看。。越走就花越多的钱。。有点心痛。。哈哈
买了蛮多的东西。。也花了不小的数目
今天还旷了课。。数学的。。幸好老师没点名。。不然应该会死翘翘。。haha。。
难得这么高兴竟然在打包的时候遇到一群很令人受不了的人.....><
蛮气的。。第一次喝到这么难喝的薏米水。。
就不能让我们静静的享受难得的outing吗？？
非得一直来吵姐姐吗？？
喝到我都坐不下去。。难得雅苗没有吃完她的最爱。。
真的是。。难得的outing就这样毁了。。蛮气的。。
下次出去要找多一点人。。
今天还真的是被吓到了。。等下要收收惊。。
还真想骂粗话。。不过作为淑女的我们决定。。
淑女不问小人过。。这次就这样放过他们吧！！看我们多好。。唉。。这样的人还真难找。。哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。（自恋中）

遇到这种事。。不同的人不同的反应
miao~唉。。我又被调戏了..
jing~真尴尬。。（因为他没有点东西吃。。只好一直看着苗的食物）
tian~冷冷地喝着她自己的水。。
me？怕到要死了..haha...当然不是。。三十六计。。走为上计。。假借“天敌”的借口。。快快闪到别个地方。。哈哈哈。。不过那只可爱的小猫也是一个原因啦。。哈哈。。

唉。。总之下次出门记得要多多人一起哦。。这样被欺负还可以围攻他们。。哈哈。。

my life~

突然发现到我最近的笑容变多了。。
谢谢你们。。让我知道什么是健康。。平安。。
让我知道什么是发自内心的喜乐。。
谢谢你们。。让我在这里的生活不是只有书本。。
让我在这里的生活可以这么的多姿多彩。。
哈哈。。你们自己应该知道我在讲你们。。哈哈^^

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很高兴。。今天没有花到钱去买食物。。
下午因为太迟去吃。。所以就回宿舍吃杯面
晚上打球打到迟了。。
也因为这样有幸吃到我们的余小姐第一次煮的面。。
哈哈哈哈哈哈。。
不错吃咯。。虽然等了很久。。也饿了很久。。
吃了整两个小时的晚餐。。
下雨。。so今晚的活动取消了。。
有点扫兴。。
总觉得。。礼拜的活动应该是不成了。。。><
不过好事多磨。。希望有一天可以达成。。

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previous and now

previously...the network connect each another is facebook...
now...the network is built during lunch time or even in the library...

previously...u make friend with your classmate only...
now...u can meet and make friend with whoever you met in whatever place..

previously....can have such a freedom..
now...all gone...

previously...the mirror in the toilet is so clear...
now..the mirror got something like saliva or toothpaste..

last time...the water filter had no smell or weird taste..
now??like cant meet my need...><

last time..no need to be so frightened whenever i had my meal...
now....alert to the surrounding..

last time...no need to lock my cupboard..
now...cupboard should be locked everytime..

last time...can get whatever food i want..
now??only the food torturing me..

last time...go back only cost rm30
now...cost me 100 something...

last time..can get fruit anywhere...
now...only at the store or somewhere else...

wakaka...tat's all the difference ..^^

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life is so weak and breakable..
after hearing so many bad news recently..
my mood was so down...
until i had no mood to finish and complete my homework..
but laying at the dataran (in front the surau of kms)..counting the star there..
although there was no star...
by the way..don't ask me why is the dataran but not astaka...
why is counting star??
because there is no sea or lake in the kms to let me scream..
maybe i need to find some solution to release stress in kms..wakaka..

i am now used to that kind of life and lazy to change ...
wake up the last and sleep the last...
reach room in the evening..jogging when the weather is good..taking bath..having lunch and the studying + doing homework..
the timetable is so packed..><
tired and exhausted..
somemore i met my enemy there...
神经紧绷到～不行。。>.<

home sweet home...i am now at home...^^
release my stress and try to be more relax...^^
that's all for today...nitezzz everyone..^^

number=nightmare..

one series of number
which i forgot for such a long time..until yesterday heard it
and it was the starting of my nightmare..
i thought that i get rid of it after being hurt...and i still believed that i am so strong..
strong until no tears dropping or rolling...
by the way..it has no tears because it is such a waste to cry over it...
yunrou will be strong not only in the past but now and also future...^^

yun rou ah yun rou

am i a stupid person??
yes, i am...
wonder why...
what should i do and choose now...
mama~
i know i am a troublesome person...
keep changing...
argh........
matric is good ma...
i am the chosen one...><
persuading myself...
but why my heart seem cant stay there??
whyyyyyy.......
everytime think twice about this jiu wanna cry..
the time i cried in matriculation is the total amount i cried for the past few years...
i miss them so much....sincerely...especially good teacher and lecturers...
i am so so so so so so so cant stay still ar.....
trying trying and trying...i can do it de...(still persuading myself)
"physics only....not a big deal ma"
actually it is killing me...
mama~give me support please...i need it now...sob~

sad + sad + sad sad sad

disappointed and frustrated..
my life will be ended in matriculation...
haiz...
still wondering why i will come here...
sometime i will remember and miss INTI
JPA...although i always said it is hopeless...still disappointed about it..
so sad ar....>.<'''''

Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor..(KMS)

the first day is tiring...second day is tiring..followed with third day,forth day and the fifth day..
the sixth day is exciting and happy..can sleep until 8 and come back to muar..
gathered with my tutorial group...
luckily there is another chinese in my tutorial class...although is a guy....
anyway...doesnt matter for me...i can mix with him well i think....
perhaps i can...
really appreciate those faci-faci who came to guide us...especially kak haw and kak elisyia...
btw...there is really some handsome guy there...
and got one person is keep saying abang Danial is so handsome...><...be careful ah someone....
tat person u know sendiri....dont want to mention here...or else i will kena .....wakaka....
actually is quite handsome la...not bad..only he is muslim...><
and kak elishia is so beautiful...
KMS is so HOT>.< especially second day.....hot like hell...i took the bath for countless time...shit ar...
last..perhaps i can get along with malays well..
and 4 flat is my target now...^^

tat's all for me INti U

officially ended the class already..^^
took lots of photo...by the way...can my inti photo album exceed 1000??
although my withdraw form is until tomorrow...i m not going to attend class tomorrow ^^
before going back to muar..what can we do to to end my journey in inti well??
wahaha^^of course is go to shopping at somewhere lo..^^
can buy the gift for mother's day somemore...not bad^^
looking forward for tomorrow
if we can get a car..darling and i will go back to muar by bus tomorrow and come inti again this friday or monday to check out our room^^

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离开。。也许能真的释怀。。
不是想逃避。。而是已经累了。。
不想继续下去。。
只剩下半年彩绘十七岁的天空。。
痛苦。。开心。。失望。。兴奋。。
一一地将它们封在心底。。
我的天空。。将会有我的笑容。。
眼泪也将随着雨再次回到大海了。。
我的世界。。
太阳。。月亮轮着班。。
下雨时。。也将会是太阳雨。。
就算会生病。。但至少不是灰灰的。。
谢谢你。。我的太阳。。还有星星和月亮

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human being

雾里看花。。纵隔一层。。
事实也许不是你们所想的。。不要乱下结论。。
但事实是什么都已经不再重要。。
过去的就当成回忆。。
我的未来我想好好地过。。过去。。回忆都不可能再拌着我。。
抛开所有的一切。。我还有很长的路。。
美好的结束。。
不管对你还是对我都是最好的。。

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明天又要回家了。。
开心开心。。
明天就要决定一些重要的事。。
哈哈。。留或走？？我也不懂。。
很快就会有答案了。。
哈哈。。不用很久。。很快的。。
人生的转折点。。
我等着你哦。。
千万不要给让我失望。。muacksss。。
越来越自恋了。。怎么办啊？哈哈。。

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16//4/2010

my dad's birthday of course
so i am prepared to go back this week long time ago.....four hours later i will be home..
absolutely excited..^^
i miss them so much..
haha..am i a person who will be home sicked so easily??i also dun noe..
anyway..i will be HOME...although the internet connection there really worse than in INTI..
but who care!?
that is my HoM3...
wahaha^^
going way this week is not only because my dad birthday..by the way it is the most important one..
i will go for hk competition too..and zhi zhi's open house..
and kinda like gathering with my gang and G40 too..
if have the chance...i will keep my promise and carry out my obligation....

so many things happened these few weeks..
i felt like crying at the beginning but anyway..i went through it....and the most magic one is my tear did not drop..wonder why??@.@???
to those who are so worried about me...sorry and thank you...
Yun Rou is so strong and independent...I m super hyper ok now..wakaka^^
this week..i rejected the second offer for me..anyway i wont regret about it...
somehow the reality proved that my decision did not WRONG!!!!!!
suddenly feel that my six sense is extremely accurate without any mistake...wahaha^^i m so pro~我真有才啊！！（借用一下）嘿嘿。。

early in the morning...
many of them said that we can check for the malaysia's matriculation study through internet..
i was surprised to hear that can check at 12 midnight..
coz i cant get any icon o news about it in the website i went..
turned out..i logged into wrong website....>.<'''
speechless for myself...
anyway..congrate to those who want to get...
after my research and spy line report....
found out that nearly all my classmate get it.. and the most excited one is that..
quite a number of us get SELANGOR... including my gang...
although we are still hestitating.... really glad that my gang will be in the same place..
that means we will have the chance to continue our sparkling,crazy and shocking history again..wakaka^^
looking forward for it...check it out~~~~

yesterday...we did something CRAZY in INTI...>.<''
dun ask me what we did... u will know it soon or later...wahaha^^
miao and jing ar~we will definitely no imej le...
u two fault..my imej jiu jiang ruined in both your hand..haiz....
wat the friend i have...bring each another bad and crazy one...
we are really a gang ar...
i need to take some responsibility too...wahaha..
we three really GREAT somehow crazy in such way..and creative too...
we are really talented ar..
is that because we keep mixing around with the two sampat and talented seniors??
i doubted...>.<''swt...


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to those who are lost now..
yun rou first law>>是你的就是你的。。不用强求。。但不要轻言放弃。。至少要坚持、努力到最后。。
yun rou second law>>做任何决定都不要后悔。。


决定了。。就不要后悔。。
要勇敢地走下去。。就算结果是不尽人意的。。
也要勇敢地接受。。（说好像很容易这样？？～.～）
人生中很多分岔路。。但谁说只有一条通往幸福的道路？？
正所谓条条小巷通大路。。（有这句词吗？不懂嘞）
也许觉得现在走错了。。但也许你会发现也许这条路也不错。。
好好享受路上的风景。。一步一脚印。。
不用很快。。只需要慢慢的留下属于自己的青春。。属于自己的回忆。。
一路上会遇到很多人。。就算是一个微笑。。也能是你的回忆。。
让自己觉得不枉此生。。
回忆。。也许痛苦。。但谁说痛苦就不能夹杂着快乐呢？
难道快乐的回忆里就没有痛苦的感受吗？？
痛苦@快乐。。端看你个人怎么想。。
站在不同的立场。。。有不同的感官。。
有时。不妨试着站在另外一个人的立场。。想想看。。
也许你会发现不停的风景。。
停下脚步。。想想曾经在你身边的人。。看看还在你身边的人。。笑笑地面对将会走进你未来的人。。
过去。。现在。。未来。。都只是一个时间点。。
没有什么不同。。只是身边的人不一样。。
那又如何呢？？
重要的是。。笑看每一天。。不要让自己在即将来临的时间点里
后悔!!

first weekend in INTI

preparing to have my FiRSt weekend in INTI
actually don't know what can i do here..
anyway we plan to go for shopping tomorrow
wahaha^^
quite excited...
carried out my first cook in INTI too yesterday..quite fun..

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going back to INTI

=='''
still left seven hours in muar....
dont know why really dont feel like going back there...
maybe i didnt get what i want for this coming back ba...
but i should grateful liao..wahaha^^
spend my weekend with limteh and my family...
cut a cake yesterday...my sis's one...next time should be my dad le ba??friday night....
err....thanks again to jean and kimi seniors...
jean>> i already helped u to fulfill your wish le.haha^^
"maybe wont come back soon..dont miss me ya..."that is what i told my family....wahahahaha^^
because of that...my mum asked me to bring a lot of things there..i rejected some..and tried to forget about what she mentioned before..
mama>>next time balik baru bring those things...because need to walk quite a long way and my leg is a bit pain...dont know why...=.=''''
INTI..i am coming after this...^^

first week in inti

lemon...yun rou...dai gua will end my first week in inti soon...about 24 hours to go...^^
first week is still quite free for me compared to science class student..
in the CSAM course...take 5 subjects...economics, mathematics,accounting, specialist mathematics and english...
hope i can handle them well..
but very blur with the silible now...don't really know what is talking about..>.<
anyway..try my best...
oh ya~
want to express my gratefulness to my 2 "juniors"...
really helped us a lot in the first week...especially how to go back to my hometown...wahaha^^
thx la...jean and kimi SENIORS...

knew quite a lot of friends...but only one guy in our class..all of the rest are girls....wahaha^^
don't know it is fortunate or unfortunate for Wes lee...
because of the combination of science and humanities...there are more guys in the economics class and specialist mathematics class...
by the way i wont be alone in the class..especially specialist mathematics class....only 2 humanities students take this subject...
need to have that much of courage to talk with others...or else...all the group discussion and assignment sure cant do well in fact...

the first impression for my classmate is that .......
all of them really geng...either in their english or the koko...our school is really...not compatible to them...really...meet a guy who travels "oversea" from Sabah...the best actor in two particular years...really awesome...and the girls...all are very beautiful....woooooo~~wahahha^^
some came from Seremban...got Kedah....somemore are Johor...Melacca...Ipoh...

everyday need to walk for a long journey...but seem dint lose in weight...wth...>.<
the food here is really...made me speechless....

that is all for my "report" for the first week..
going home tomorrow..yippie~~~~~~
my bed...so miss it....and my family too...wait me at muar ya^^

10/03/2010

" LLMLON
LLMLPO
LLSQONM
RRQOPO "

by: YR


ZQ.....happy birthday la....
the code up there...
think it yourself ba...
and that is your birthday present...
wahaha^^

p/s: please don't tell him if you know...thx la...let him guess himself...^^

why??down mood~

keep thinking about that...
what should i do...
feel hard to go...
feel wanna find some excuse not to go
feel dont want to leave...
feel like want to go study...
feel...many feeling...
i am regretting now...
i shoould go straight for a-level or sam in january...
i should not go to work....
i should not enjoy myself too much...
i should not go out too often...
i should not...should not do many things...
which cause me can't be serius now...
did my duty...
as a child, as a malaysian...
i should take my responsibility...
actually go there also not bad...(自我催眠中)
i am really confused...

why am i so "heng"
is that the more i hope...the more i cant achieve??
so get more dissapointed...

i thought they all will understand me...
but turned up..
only my parents understand and support me...

i m so so so so so so so so so so so so regret......................
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........
pek ceh with myslef ar................
plz let me fa xieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yi xia xia......

i go to study is in order to skip it o i want to gooooooooo??????????????????????






why cant understand myself tooooooooooooooooo....................

3399

3399...
a good number...my mum's birthday as well as mine...
went out to have our dinner...
the first time...we didnt have much problem of calling my brother went together..
by the way...he and my sister dare to forget today is one of the big day..
==''''
luckily i still remember...
want to go and buy a cake...but my mum said wait for my little sis birthday...
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need to wait two more week....
i want to eat....
argh...hehe^^

one day to melacca + extra...

this time...mean today..we went to melacca succeedfully...
although in the progress got a lot of problem..
anyway..we did it..
drove there ourself...asked the help from my dad ....wahaha...for confirmation...
started our journey at 11 and reached there at 12 something..
ate lunch then of course the next station is shopping mall...
go sing k.....sing for 5 hour...almost non-stop...
of course now i have a "sexy voice" like yyz...
left k box at 9 and reached home at 10...
went out for a long time..
altogether...we received 5 call from our home....
tat is really a different between girl and guy...
anyway...i m very sorry because of coming back so late..
caused my mum is so worried until called me for the first time...
and sorry to miao miao too...seem we had "hai" u...
next time we should go by bus and for sure...we wont come back late again...

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changing to w1max...and still made me very pek ceh...
the conenction is slow like hell...
slower than streamyx...but pps is very fast...
i wonder....
hestitating between streamyx and w1max...
which one is better...==''''
reallly very pek ceh with the connection....

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happy birthday to miao's mum, my mum , my little plus cute plus cool sis, and zhiqin.....
that is some who will celebrate their birthday this month...
hapy birthday la..wish u all de "yuan wang" can fulfill...wahaha^^....dun say thank you o~

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ns~considering~

呜呜呜~

最近好衰哦。。
一大堆衰事。。
算是我自己自找的。。
真的好像把自己抓来打。。
怎么神经越来越大条了？？
记忆力衰退。。
忘了很多重要的事。
是时候检讨了。。
该闭关了。。
不要再理这些事了。。
“尼姑庵”应该是个好地方。。
可以清静清静一下。。
看海还要等很久才有机会。。
先去尼姑庵吧。。
想通才出来。。
就这样。。

谢了。。我的blog（垃圾桶）。。每次都陪我。。

怎么了。。

我今天到底怎么了。。
怎么了
怎么了
到底是怎么了
总觉得怪怪的
都不知道怎么了
唉。。
到底是怎么了啦
一大堆东西梗在心里。。
真的是
开始受不了了
给我发泄一下
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊。。。
快疯了
心和脑袋好像快分开了。。
人格分裂了啦。。
到底怎么了。。。
烦啊。
烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦。。。

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垃圾桶。。
谢了。。

are you believe??

四叶草的传说

1.四叶草（幸运草）---
传说中的四叶草是夏娃从天国伊甸园带到大地上，花语是幸福。
学名苜蓿草，是多年生草本植物，一般只有三片小叶子，
叶形呈心形状，叶心较深色的部分亦是心形。
最为有趣也最特别的是，在十万株苜蓿草中，
你可能只会发现一株是‘四叶草’，因为机会率大约是十万分之一。
因此‘四叶草’是国际公认为幸运的象征。
它的每片叶子都有着不同的意义，
当中包含了人生梦寐以求的四样东西：
名誉、财富、爱情及健康，倘若同时拥有这些东西，那就是幸运了。
Four Leaf Clover 幸运草
第一片叶子代表真爱 (love)
第二片叶子代表健康 (health)
第三片叶子代表名誉 (glory)
第四片叶子代表财富 (riches)
2.人们总说,
找到了四叶草
就找到了幸福
那是因为
三叶草的
一叶草代表希望
二叶草代表付出
三叶草代表爱
而稀有的四叶草
就是幸福
四叶草的意思是
即使你付出了,
希望了,
爱了
也不一定会找到幸福
只有拥有了四叶草
才拥有了真正的幸福
…………
当我带着我全部的幸福,
行走于一座座陌生的小镇时,
即使我没有找到我
生命中的四叶草,
可我相信那时的我是幸福的..
3.传说中的四叶草（Clover）是夏娃从天国伊甸园带到大地上，花语是幸福。又名苜蓿的四叶草
通常只有3瓣叶子，找到4瓣叶机会率只有万分之一，隐含得到幸福及上天眷顾；如能找到5瓣叶
子，甚至喻为可拥有统治大地的权力，只有时来运到时才有此机遇。如果能在草丛中，连续发现
到三片幸运草（四瓣叶子的才叫幸运草）的话，你之后遇到的第一名异性，极可能成为你的白马
王子……
幸运草（有四瓣叶子的才叫幸运草）：第一瓣叶子的幸运草是信仰
第二瓣叶子的幸运草是希望
第三瓣叶子的幸运草是爱情
第四瓣叶子的幸运草是幸运
4. 关于四叶草，还有一个很美的传说呢！以前有一对恋人，他们真的很相爱，一起住在一片很美
的桃林里，但是因为一件特别小的事，他们闹别扭了，彼此不肯让步，终于有一天，爱神看不下去
了，他飘到他们住的那片桃林，悄悄撒了一个谎：告诉他们各方会有难，只有在桃林的最深处找到
那片四叶草才可以挽救他们，他们听后装作十分无所谓，可是心里还是为对方担忧着，那晚下雨了，
是暴雨，可是他们仍偷偷为对方到桃林最深处寻找四叶草，当他们知道对方都很在乎自己，都好感
动，决定让四叶草见证他们的爱情，爱神笑了…… 这是爱神开的一个玩笑，因为她并不想让幸福来
得过于容易，只有彼此在乎，彼此珍惜的人才配拥有幸福 ……
四叶草，爱情的见证！！

PS：启动四叶草的魔法：
One leaf for name,（一叶带来荣誉）
One leaf for wealth,（一叶带来财富）
One for a faithfully lover,（一叶带来爱情）
One for glorious health,（一叶带来健康）
All in this four-leafed clover.（四叶草啊！你拥有了这四种能力.）