Wednesday, October 21, 2009

人啊。。


有时候有一点奇怪
有时却会让人觉得人说的话很有道理


总是矛盾的
这一刻也许觉得不错
下一刻却可以觉得不好


怎么会是这样的?


总要在失去后才会明白
失去的东西才是最重要的

为何当初不要好好把握呢?


果然是奇怪的动物


搞不懂人
也搞不懂我自己
为何
听到一些原本应该会使我高兴的事情
心里却好像怎么也高兴不起来

希望听到那些事
听到了
感觉却怪怪的
就好象
好不容易相信了所有的一切
突然
却有人告诉你
事实并非如此

就好象
有一样渴望很久的东西
好不容易
排除所有问题
可以拥有的时候
却发现那样东西已经不在原地了
被人拿走了?
被卖了?
没货了?

知道
时间不会等人
但却从来没有把握该把握的东西

知道
自己会后悔
最后
却还是让自己后悔了

知道
不应该如此
却还是做了
只为了不让自己受伤?
我也不清楚了
离原本的目的更远了吧?


好像迷失了
迷失在自己设下的陷阱里
猎人
设下陷阱是为了猎物
我呢?
为什么要设下陷阱呢?
答案却没下文了


果然是人
怪怪的
还很矛盾

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没重点的文章

最近听说一个人跟我蛮像的
满好奇的
到底是怎样的一个人
竟然会跟我蛮像的
还真是第一次听到
每次听到的都是我妹
所以啊
只有两个字可以形容
“好奇”
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

Thursday, October 15, 2009

jamuan deeparaya...

yesterday
in order to get some present for the teacher
i went out about 5.30pm to buy them
haiz
because really dont know what to buy and have just the small budget
as usual
i bought some pens for the teacher
haha
i knew would be said by my friends
but actually the pens were really cheap la
when compared to others
but i really dun have much idea about present
so
i am sorry about it la especially my classmate
because your monitor is me for this year
so u all have to accept it
haha
i dont have much idea la
only can think of buying the pen
the most useful and commercial and economial for the class and teacher too
haiz
my failure to be a class monitor
wrapped the preseent until about 11...==''
thanks to ah tian and my sis of helping me
thank you very much

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today
our class
as usual
we were all cool and cold
other class all played and laughed
so nice
haiz
used to it le
every year like that de
because this time teachers came from a2 so our class was the laz two
because all of us were hungry
so
no choice for me but just to allow them to eat first
actually
the food was really not very nice
i knew many of them cant really accept it
thank you to ya miao too
help me to be the pengacara majlis
and the lucky draw part was the interesting part
at least all of us were involved in the activity
and taking photo too
some of them ran away
==''''
this was the last chance we could take photo le
so must be crazy a bit
but only some
including me
not really crazy but a bit normal le
taking some photo for my own memories
haha
last year for me in sab
so
have to take some photo
really hope that my form teacher will like her present
hehe...
although not very expensive

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later
a small group of us were discussing about the advantage and disadvantage of enrolling in form 6 matrik or colledge
haiz
time for decide is around the corner le
haha

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wish that all of us can get good result in your spm
tat who got the pen in the lucky draw sure can get good result de...
hahahahahahahaha.....

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

my open day...

2day the second open day in my school...
take wat?
of course is my trial exam result..
actually my mum din have anything to ask...
but anywhere have to go too...
just a troublesome activity...
my comment about it...
my form teacher also said the same comment about me...
haha...
this year can go back early le...
hahaha...
happy to see that....

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after taking my result...
fo da bao my lunch...
then go to a gardening place to buy pots...
got an interesting there...
but cant own it...haiz...
so i decided to find in other place...
please hope me that i can find it....
hahaha...
a nice thing...
got chance baru post it...
after went there...
i found that be a gardener is a interesting job too...haha

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tomorrow is the "sambutan hari raya dan deepavali"
still thinking of the present...
haha...
nobody wants to accompany me to go and buy the present...
haiz..
what can i do??
shop it myself lo...
haiz..lonely....
hate to be alone..
but really do not know what to buy...
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz..........

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recently...the ba gua group seem calmed down le....
hahahahahahahaha...
happy to see that...

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this saturday will come sson...
excited....
haha....
dont ever ask me why...
just excited and..
wait for it....
it will be a busy day for me ...of course...
haha...
cant wait fot the coming saturday...
and of course my four-days-holiday.....
hahahahahaha...
someone is planning to come to my house le...
wait for the violin...
hope she will come...and dun "put flight" to me le....

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Friday, October 2, 2009

失落?低落?

失落了吗?
还是只是心情低落罢了?
我真的真的不知道。。。
只知道真的好累好累了。。
不明白。。
人与人之间到底该怎么相处呢?
怎么都没人可以了解我到底在想什么?
我从来都不觉得你们的说法是对的。。。
也从来没这么说过我自己。。。
怎么还是有人可以扭曲我。。。
让我真的很想哭。。。
这几年的友谊就只有这样?
有些东西不是我可以控制的。。。
怎么可以说得好像是我的错?

今天很感伤。。。
不知道为什么。。。
也许昨天太迟睡了。。。
也许真的是我太敏感。。。
也许是我太累了。。
也许是我没心情更你们周旋了。。。
也许。。。
好多好多的也许。。。
哪一个也许都不好。。。


真的受伤了。。
真的。。
我真的很累了。。。
心情也很不好。。。
情绪更不好。。。
想念以前的那个我。。。
怎么这么多烦人的事。。。
让我更想去看海。。。

看海。。
是不是可以让我找回那宁静。。
是不是可以让我找回我要的平静。。
这次真的不知道了。。。
以前陪我的。。。
是不是还可以再陪我一次。。。
我。。
真的很想念以前的我。。。

人为何都自私自利?
不是所有的人。。
只是某些。。。
为何。。。
要在意别人的看法呢?
为何不能就为自己多想呢?
为何不自私一点?
为何。。
好多的为何。。
今天都不会有答案了。。。

Thursday, October 1, 2009

停电。。

刚去补习。。。
竟然停电??
哈哈。。。
还真的是我第一次遇到的。。
老师讲解到一半的时候就
“啪”
一片漆黑。。
过后老师有点蜡烛。。哈哈。。
刚好可以庆中秋。。
中秋节快到了。。
不知每个人有什么节目。。
就在这里祝你们中秋节快乐吧。。
去烤肉的朋友记得不要戴隐形眼镜。。
哈哈。。。

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最近不知道怎么了。。。
好想好想好想去看海。。。
真的很想。。。
呵呵。。。

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