going back to INTI

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still left seven hours in muar....
dont know why really dont feel like going back there...
maybe i didnt get what i want for this coming back ba...
but i should grateful liao..wahaha^^
spend my weekend with limteh and my family...
cut a cake yesterday...my sis's one...next time should be my dad le ba??friday night....
err....thanks again to jean and kimi seniors...
jean>> i already helped u to fulfill your wish le.haha^^
"maybe wont come back soon..dont miss me ya..."that is what i told my family....wahahahaha^^
because of that...my mum asked me to bring a lot of things there..i rejected some..and tried to forget about what she mentioned before..
mama>>next time balik baru bring those things...because need to walk quite a long way and my leg is a bit pain...dont know why...=.=''''
INTI..i am coming after this...^^

first week in inti

lemon...yun rou...dai gua will end my first week in inti soon...about 24 hours to go...^^
first week is still quite free for me compared to science class student..
in the CSAM course...take 5 subjects...economics, mathematics,accounting, specialist mathematics and english...
hope i can handle them well..
but very blur with the silible now...don't really know what is talking about..>.<
anyway..try my best...
oh ya~
want to express my gratefulness to my 2 "juniors"...
really helped us a lot in the first week...especially how to go back to my hometown...wahaha^^
thx la...jean and kimi SENIORS...

knew quite a lot of friends...but only one guy in our class..all of the rest are girls....wahaha^^
don't know it is fortunate or unfortunate for Wes lee...
because of the combination of science and humanities...there are more guys in the economics class and specialist mathematics class...
by the way i wont be alone in the class..especially specialist mathematics class....only 2 humanities students take this subject...
need to have that much of courage to talk with others...or else...all the group discussion and assignment sure cant do well in fact...

the first impression for my classmate is that .......
all of them really geng...either in their english or the koko...our school is really...not compatible to them...really...meet a guy who travels "oversea" from Sabah...the best actor in two particular years...really awesome...and the girls...all are very beautiful....woooooo~~wahahha^^
some came from Seremban...got Kedah....somemore are Johor...Melacca...Ipoh...

everyday need to walk for a long journey...but seem dint lose in weight...wth...>.<
the food here is really...made me speechless....

that is all for my "report" for the first week..
going home tomorrow..yippie~~~~~~
my bed...so miss it....and my family too...wait me at muar ya^^

10/03/2010

" LLMLON
LLMLPO
LLSQONM
RRQOPO "

by: YR


ZQ.....happy birthday la....
the code up there...
think it yourself ba...
and that is your birthday present...
wahaha^^

p/s: please don't tell him if you know...thx la...let him guess himself...^^

why??down mood~

keep thinking about that...
what should i do...
feel hard to go...
feel wanna find some excuse not to go
feel dont want to leave...
feel like want to go study...
feel...many feeling...
i am regretting now...
i shoould go straight for a-level or sam in january...
i should not go to work....
i should not enjoy myself too much...
i should not go out too often...
i should not...should not do many things...
which cause me can't be serius now...
did my duty...
as a child, as a malaysian...
i should take my responsibility...
actually go there also not bad...(自我催眠中)
i am really confused...

why am i so "heng"
is that the more i hope...the more i cant achieve??
so get more dissapointed...

i thought they all will understand me...
but turned up..
only my parents understand and support me...

i m so so so so so so so so so so so so regret......................
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........
pek ceh with myslef ar................
plz let me fa xieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yi xia xia......

i go to study is in order to skip it o i want to gooooooooo??????????????????????






why cant understand myself tooooooooooooooooo....................

3399

3399...
a good number...my mum's birthday as well as mine...
went out to have our dinner...
the first time...we didnt have much problem of calling my brother went together..
by the way...he and my sister dare to forget today is one of the big day..
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luckily i still remember...
want to go and buy a cake...but my mum said wait for my little sis birthday...
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need to wait two more week....
i want to eat....
argh...hehe^^