yun rou ah yun rou

am i a stupid person??
yes, i am...
wonder why...
what should i do and choose now...
mama~
i know i am a troublesome person...
keep changing...
argh........
matric is good ma...
i am the chosen one...><
persuading myself...
but why my heart seem cant stay there??
whyyyyyy.......
everytime think twice about this jiu wanna cry..
the time i cried in matriculation is the total amount i cried for the past few years...
i miss them so much....sincerely...especially good teacher and lecturers...
i am so so so so so so so cant stay still ar.....
trying trying and trying...i can do it de...(still persuading myself)
"physics only....not a big deal ma"
actually it is killing me...
mama~give me support please...i need it now...sob~

sad + sad + sad sad sad

disappointed and frustrated..
my life will be ended in matriculation...
haiz...
still wondering why i will come here...
sometime i will remember and miss INTI
JPA...although i always said it is hopeless...still disappointed about it..
so sad ar....>.<'''''

Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor..(KMS)

the first day is tiring...second day is tiring..followed with third day,forth day and the fifth day..
the sixth day is exciting and happy..can sleep until 8 and come back to muar..
gathered with my tutorial group...
luckily there is another chinese in my tutorial class...although is a guy....
anyway...doesnt matter for me...i can mix with him well i think....
perhaps i can...
really appreciate those faci-faci who came to guide us...especially kak haw and kak elisyia...
btw...there is really some handsome guy there...
and got one person is keep saying abang Danial is so handsome...><...be careful ah someone....
tat person u know sendiri....dont want to mention here...or else i will kena .....wakaka....
actually is quite handsome la...not bad..only he is muslim...><
and kak elishia is so beautiful...
KMS is so HOT>.< especially second day.....hot like hell...i took the bath for countless time...shit ar...
last..perhaps i can get along with malays well..
and 4 flat is my target now...^^