yun rou ah yun rou

am i a stupid person??
yes, i am...
wonder why...
what should i do and choose now...
mama~
i know i am a troublesome person...
keep changing...
argh........
matric is good ma...
i am the chosen one...><
persuading myself...
but why my heart seem cant stay there??
whyyyyyy.......
everytime think twice about this jiu wanna cry..
the time i cried in matriculation is the total amount i cried for the past few years...
i miss them so much....sincerely...especially good teacher and lecturers...
i am so so so so so so so cant stay still ar.....
trying trying and trying...i can do it de...(still persuading myself)
"physics only....not a big deal ma"
actually it is killing me...
mama~give me support please...i need it now...sob~